Church:
Let us not give up meeting together.
(Hebrews
10:25)
I respect anyone who makes it to church on Sunday morning.
For fifty years or so, I didn’t have a choice in the matter. If I didn’t show
up for church on Sunday morning, I’d get fired. But now, in retirement, I don’t
have to go to church. We are free to stay home and watch the football game.
It is work to go to church. You have to rally the whole
family; or, in my case, there’s always some part of my physical body that’s
malfunctioning enough to provide an excuse to forgo the task.
That is how we felt last Sunday. But we rallied. We put
ourselves together. We made it to church. We did “not give up meeting together.”
Church was good. Church most always is. It’s just the
getting there. There’s goodness in singing our songs of praise and in praying
our prayers and in listening to the message and then participating in the
Table; but last Sunday, I was reminded of the goodness of just being
“together”. We lingered about so long after the service that we bumped into folks
making their way to the second service. One couple we met, Kevin and Ellen Gray,
we had not seen for a spell. Ellen, a poet, thanked me for a poem I had Kevin
give her awhile back.
This encounter prompts Ellen to send me one of her poems:
“Pilate’s Wife Listens for Crickets”. It was worth going to church on Sunday morning
just for that—that poem. I’ll pass it on. It’s a reflection on a single
sentence, one verse: “While Pilate was sitting on the judge’s seat, his wife
sent him a message…” (Mt 27:19).
The man with all the power gets it wrong. The woman, like Mary and Elizabeth
and Mary of Bethany along with all those Galilean women; get it—or, sort of get
it. These women somehow get that Jesus is more. Give the poem a few reads, and
imagine Pilate’s wife:
Pilate’s Wife Listens for Crickets, by Ellen Gray
The crucifixions come after Passover
the chant of Pharisees
the cry of thieves
and what about me?
when your days are a lie
and your mirages are true
you go a little bit mad
from the window I see hanging
dead bodies, I shiver in loneliness
pacing over palace floors
rolling my sins over and over and
over, into an obsessive stone
standing like a cruel idol
on the path to green pastures
how unfixable living is
the weakness of laws
the losing rebellions
the blind violence of driving
a rusty nail through a human hand
three nights on earth
can feel like an eternity
waiting at the window
waiting at the door
waiting at the gate
for something like good news
the little chirp of life
almost starts too late
the silent grip of the night broken
by a beating chorus
neither seraphim or cherubim
but the lyrics of crickets
singing in the dark garden
repeating and repeating,
notes like a heartbeat
the comfort of call
and answer, assurance
revealed in the song
of a humble creature's wings.
One
other surprise, it just so happens that the pastor spoke from the Epistle to
the Ephesians about how we are God’s “poem” (2:10), from the Greek word poiÄ“ma
from which we get our English word “poem”. It speaks of God’s special,
thoughtful, creative work. We are God’s poem, isn’t that something?